What I want actually??
This question appear my mind suddenly?
Is really a good question ever..yes! what I wan actually?? Love, Money, Partner, Work, Family, Friend??
I think without money we can't survive, without love will feel lonely.
Without Partner that can be with U when u face any unhappy or happy stuff, we will feel bored or even quite.
Without work, we will not have money supply..
Without family, will no Home, caring and loving given by family members.
Without friend, we can't do gathering or even share the thing in our life.
all the thing that i mentioned here is the needs and want in our life, i believe we can't live well without them.
and for sure, the thing i really wish to have is my holiday. I really really wish to have Holiday in this moment.
Not because of work, is really need a deep breath to let myself cool down, relax and fresh...so that i can make a better choice in work decison and life...
Since i work in my current place, i feel that i really grow up and mature compare to previous...
and because of this mature, i will hate myself. I'm be more emo and more sad....thinking about "Him", work and family.
Him~ i'm still care and love...that's the main reason i wan away from work and city...no pressure no meet up with each other.is a time to let me think of the solution.. Once i can meet up with him without any care and love, than i will be more relax and happy..
Work~Working at Club Lounge almost half year plus, i had learned a lot of thing at there. e.g, Decoration,
the way deal with guest, receive guest complaint and comment, and guest engagement. But i think is the time to explore more...Butler...is my dream postion ever and ever. and i will let myself to explore it.not this year but next year.
Family~ i will be more relax and freedom if my father understand my work condition. but he was not....I really wish him can understand me more.......
